A friend recently made the comment that “we are all just organisms” and it has been spinning in my mind the past few days.
Like all living creatures, we go through cycles. We are so complex and juicy and vibrant and beautiful. I love the visual of a jellyfish, its tentacles swooshing in and out, pressing against the sea, the tension it creates giving it momentum to glide through heavy waters. Like jellyfish, we open and close, taking in “water” and ejecting it when we want to move, or change directions. Or, like a rose, sometimes we are closed tight in a bud, engrossed in our internal realities and other times we are watered with love and light and come into full bloom, for all to admire our beauty. It’s all happening, all around us, all at once. An explosion of energy, a crescendo of fantastic realities expressing the intent of the universe. It’s a delicate balance, as an organism, allowing oneself to express, eject, explode, whilst also finding meaning and purpose within, latching onto particular threads of consciousness that resonate with spirit.
In regards to weaving threads of consciousness: I had fallen off with maintenance of particular aspects of my music career, and have recently reoriented my energies and am ready to regain momentum. I recognize that so much of building a dream, is the baby steps we take every day towards creating that reality. When we learn to love the process, the progress will come. These patterns come to define us! I feel blessed to have found the gem within myself that has given my life meaning, the artist. Through she I have found my endlessness. She is not an easy journey, she takes time, dedication, fearlessness, strength, compassion, persistence, and above all, love. On top of this she seeks experience, perspective, challenge, excitement, risks. She is the most real piece of me I have ever known, and I will forever dance in the chaos of her thunder.